I see...

According to you, i'm fucked up, i'm seriously beyond fucked up, you hope i'm proud of who i am, cause i'm a backstabbing, lying, ungrateful piece of scumbag.

Well, you're a manipulative bastard. That's all I have to say.

Hurry! (failed)

Was attempting to write something and I realise that I suck at story writing. hahahaha

Living A Lie

It's all so clear to me now. The key for me to find happiness, I know it now. All these while, I wasn't living my own life. I realize now that, the things that I've been doing for the past few years, its not the things that I want to do. I wasn't daring enough to live my life as myself and so I tried to be someone else. Someone I know that had the things that I want in life. But I was wrong, you learn from others, not make yourself exactly like others. It's like forcing yourself to be someone you're not. I don't want to limit myself anymore, I don't wanna live on safety guidelines. I wanna risk my life, not in a dangerous way, i wanna my life by taking chances. This is my resolution.

Perhaps, these few months, I can make use of it to discover who am I. The real me.

Sacred Temple

The mind is our sacred temple. Its the part of our entity that we need to protect the most. Keep negative thoughts out and nourish the positive ones. Something I nicked off from "The monk who sold his Ferrari"

Untitled

I have only few memories of my father, few good ones, what happened while I was growing up? How did I grew up hating my father? Was it my fault to begin with? Was I too cruel to my dad?

Seed of Destruction

Doubt is the seed of destruction. When you doubt yourself or someone then it is over, whatever you do you're not gonna do it right, whatever you wanna achieve you're not gonna achieve it. If you don't believe and trust in yourself, you wont get what you want.

My Weakness

My weakness is that I don't know how to handle a situation on my own, I can solve the toughest maths question, I can tell you something really deep in science but I just don't know how to solve the questions of life.

What I've understand now that, there's no right or wrong in life. The only right decision in life is the one that you made on your own. Whatever decisions that you do, there will be people who sees it as right and also people who sees it as wrong. But what's most important is you, as long as you have no regrets or doubts making that decision then the rest isn't important. Well, there'll still be consequences to worry but I think I've made my point here.

Life is a huge chapter that can't be explained fully with just one paragraph and it is different for everyone.

Fuckin' Perfect

Sometimes I just wish I wasn't such a f'kin perfectionist and blame it on myself when I couldn't do it perfectly.

I am happy =)

I am happy, as long as I see my friends are happy, as long as the girls that I know are happy, I don't have to be in a relationship with them to be happy, just being the guy that ease their heart that is enough for me. I don't see myself as a hero or something, its just something that I enjoy and something that makes me feel good about my life.

Everyday, every night I'm waiting for you to talk to me, or I would take the approach to talk to you.

Good Deed

For girls, its like a battlefield. All they need is a true friend, but they are at war, its hard to know whether a person is an enemy or an ally.
For guys, its like temptation. They have to fight and endure it, in order to be a good man.